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Friday, July 24, 2009 @ 10:01 AM
It's time for words
FSI and AJC is well and truly over.
What a tiring and fun filled week, full of highs and lows. I'm sad to see it gone. At the same time, my body really does need a good long rest. Already I can't wait for the next competition. I am so so tired everyday. I think my body is breaking down again. I am in a hell lot of sleep debt. I need to have 10 full hours of sleep. Soon. Haven't had much time to spend with baby for the past week. So we've been catching up. Heh. I love you sweetie. Something big's coming up soon aye. I cannot wait. EGGCITEMENT. Okay, I want holidays to come now. NOW ...... Damnit why isn't it working. Sigh, 1 more month to go. Come on Nic, kick it into high gear!
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Friday, July 17, 2009 @ 11:19 PM
I'm going to get you
I am so tired, so so tired.
I was so tired that I took a cab home from the MRT. Also, I am damn bloody fucking angry. FUCK YOU KAZAKHSTAN, FUCK YOU. Hello just because you're a champion, do you think you can do whatever you like? My answer is FUCK YOU ASSHOLE. Okay I should really tell you guys the whole story. I left all my stuff at RP on Tuesday night after training. My bag was next to Cheryl's bag under the benches, at the coloured pistes area. On Wednesday evening, I went to the venue for training and went I opened my bag, I discovered that my blades were missing. Obviously I went into shock, went to search around the place etc etc. While searching, I noticed that there are security cameras around the area. So I decided to make a report to RP's security. True enough, they were able to see the my bag from the camera. They told me that they would watch the video and inform me if they see anything. The next day, they called me and told me to come to the Security office. I went down during my lunch break and watched the video. They pointed out this tall skinny gangly ang moh looking guy to me. The video caught him walking to my bag, taking my blades and walking back to his own bag, WHICH WAS ON THE OTHER SIDE OF THE HALL. So obviously he could not have mistaken my bag for his. This is so obviously, BLATANT STEALING. We called the Kazakhstan coach to the security office to help us identify the guy, and they managed to do so. Guess what, he was the champion for Asia Cadets Men Epee. We then called the thief at 2pm to come back to the venue with my blades. We waited till like 5 plus and he still did not come back. So Wenying issued an ultimatum to them, if he did not show up by 6 pm, we would make a police report. He turned up right before 6pm though. We confronted him and asked him why he took the blades. This is his excuse(notice I typed excuse and not reason): I THOUGHT THE BAG DID NOT BELONG TO ANYBODY. WTFFFFFFFFF. So totally fake and it's just a fucking excuse. He obviously knew what he was doing. He freaking dismantled my blades and SCRATCHED MY NAME OFF MY GUARDS. WTF, it was so obviously intentional. Even if he thought that it did not belong to anybody, how can he take it. The blades don't fucking belong to you idiot. What the fuck is wrong with your mind. FUCK YOU. He did not even look apologetic or anything. We had to ask him to apologise and when he did, he did it with a smile. FUCK, YOU STILL GOT THE GUTS TO SMILE AT ME? He did not even know how to fix the blades back. What kind of champion are you? You're a fucking wuss, that's what you are. He had to ask his team mates to help him fix the blades. Totally useless idiot. Even his team mates apologised and told me that he's crazy and stupid. Jeez. I cannot believe it. This matter is not over just because he returned my blades. I WANT TO SEE SOME PUNISHMENT. I WANT HIM TO FEEL SORRY. I WANT FCA TO TAKE BACK HIS MEDAL AND STRIP HIM OF HIS TITLE. I WANT THAT FUCKER TO BE SORRY FOR WHAT HE DID. He cannot get away just like this. It's like something inside me, eating at me. I want to smash him into tiny little pieces. I am so angry, it's unbelievable. Fuck you bastard. I'm going to get you. No wonder I am so tired. Carrying all this anger around with me is extremely tiring. PS: Anyway, big thank you to all the people who helped me out with this shit. Ann for being my identity data base and for being excited and angry with me. Vicky for being there for me. Wenying for helping me fight with the Kazakhstan people. Oh oh and most importantly, all the nice RP security guards. Without all these people, I probably would not have gotten my blades back and the fucker would have gotten away. Love you all <3
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Thursday, July 16, 2009 @ 9:16 AM
One of those days..
Am I dumb, I think I am.
Someone stole my blades, both of them, all of them. WTFFFFFFFFFFFFF. Shit like this is not supposed to happen, it always happens to other people. Not me ): I am dumb, like seriously. Okay but whatever, I went to report it to security already. They said they'll watch the tapes and lt me know if they find anything. So I'm going down later during the first break to meet them. Cross your fingers for me everyone. Yesterday was just a screwed up day all around. I was supposed to take the FIE cat b referee exam yesterday. But the screwed up examiners refused to let us take the epee exam for some super cock reason. They refused to let us take the exam on the grounds that we didn't inform them that we couldn't take the exam on the original exam day. Fucked up or what. I wore a suit and got all pretty looking for nothing ): It was just one of those days. I was so tired from all the running around that when I got home I didn't even have appetite for dinner. You know things are seriously bad when I lose my appetite. Come on, give me a break.
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Sunday, July 12, 2009 @ 1:01 AM
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@ 12:55 AM
Fencing Singapore International
FSI Day 1
Break down of the day. Did alright in poules, won 4 and lost 2. Was ranked 20 after poules, had a pass through to top 32. Lost to rank 12 in top 32, the score was 15 - 5. She's Indonesia's best fencer omg. Hha Jiaolian told me never mind after I lost because she's the best in South east Asia. Oh well. I may have lost, but I fought and I fought hard! Hha. I am real tired and achey and sore now. Darling came down to support me today! Which was really very sweet of him. He came all the way to RP just to watch me fence one bout. But still, his being there meant a lot to me. Thank you so much baby! I know you get really bored at my competitions and stuff. But you have to come okay, cause you're my motivation! (: I like turning around and seeing your face there behind me when I'm fencing, hha. Visual motivation! I love you darling (: Ugh, referee seminar tomorrow from 9 am to 6 pm. Someone kill me please. Plus we have to be in formal attire. Double ugh. Sianzzzzz x 10. Okay pictures from today will be up in the next post! Good night! (:
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Friday, July 10, 2009 @ 9:03 AM
Signs
This is such an amazing movie, hha I love it. It's a Cannes movie.
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Saturday, July 04, 2009 @ 11:22 PM
Love drunk
Day two
I woke up, used the computer, ate some food, lazed around in bed, had lunch, went back to sleep, woke up, ate some fruits, lazed in bed, showered, had dinner, back to lazing in bed. Oh god I get bored just typing that sentence, imagine going through it. IT'S TEN TIMES WORSE. On the plus side, I am feeling heaps better. Just the sore throat and phlegm left I think. I had several crazy girl gone wild dance sessions today to keep my spirits up. Also, it's good exercise. I figured it's not healthy for me to be in bed all day, plus I'd lose my mind after awhile (not that I am not already).. One random fact, I am addicted to Love Drunk and I am watching back to back episodes of Grey's Anatomy. Who says I don't know how to have a good time? Jeez who am I kidding. SOMEONE SAVE ME PLEASE!!! And by someone I mean you, Kok Yong Jia. You better or I will go mad and you will probably have to visit me at IMH in the future. Hha. I just miss you like madly baby.
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Friday, July 03, 2009 @ 8:10 PM
Love drunk
OMG OMG OMG! They're back and better than ever. I love it, this song's awesome.
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@ 6:40 PM
Going down down
Okay, so much for being part of some super human race.
After I posted that particular entry, a few hours later. BAM! I got swine flu. Just wonderful. My temperature went up to 39.0 yesterday so my mum gave me paracetamol before we left the house to go to CDC. My dad didn't even want to come home to send me to the hospital because he was scared of getting infected. Ass. So my mum sent me instead. The swab test was AWFUL. They stuck a cotton bud up my nostrils. Damn pain ): But the nurses treat us very nicely. Hha they gave me food. Even though the chocolate bun they gave sucks ass, at least it was still food. Cisco came to give me my flu kit and home quarantine order just now. The flu kit consists of damn a lot of masks, a thermometer and tamiflu. I am home quarantined till 10 July, 4.11am. Sucks. I have never been home for so many days in a row before omg. I think I am going to go crazy by the end of the week. So everybody talk to me, spam my tagboard. I command everybody to tag! Entertain me please (:
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Thursday, July 02, 2009 @ 9:57 AM
Do you know what's worth fighting for?
I am still well alive and kicking. Thank god.
Considering how my school is such a huge breeding ground for virus, it's amazing how I have still not gotten the H1N1 virus. People around me are dropping like flies. It makes me think. I think that my friends and I are maybe somehow part of the lucky group of people who are immune to the virus. Or maybe, my friends and I are just part of some super human race. Hahahaha. I am not living in some deluded fantasy world, I really believe this. On another note, thank you God for listening to my prayers. Now I just have to hold my side and train supremely hard.
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